Saturday, January 17, 2009

Cancelled

It is VERY hard to make the right, logical decision when you are an emotional basket case that is

done with hormones
done with needles
done with stirrups
done with doctors ( as much as I like mine )

but that is what was done today.

Four follies were moving up the size chart. Because of one over achiever, they were going to trigger me tonight, which means we would probably have only ended up with 3 eggs if that and no idea of quality.

So, since we really only get one shot at this financially, we are canceling this cycle.

We are still triggering me tonight so they won't keep growing, but no IVF.

We try again next cycle or when our doctor says it's good with a different drug protocol.

Thanks to everyone for your prayers and well wishes. Would that my body had cooperated more.

9 comments:

Cookie said...

Oh, honey. I am so sorry.

*hugs*

Devyl Gyrl said...

**warm hugs**

Anonymous said...

Jenn, this really sucks the big one. (can I say that in a blog?) Scream, break things, beat on a metal garbage can with a baseball bat, whatever you need to do to dump your frustration back on the universe. And it might make you feel a little better. I'm so sorry you're having to endure this.
Jan (aka Ravelry Hoversew)

Leslie said...

I'm so sorry. :o(

Anonymous said...

Again,

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perpstu said...

I have no words beyond I'm sorry. I wish we lived closer....(((HUGS))))

Fear and Parenting in Las Vegas said...

I'm so sorry honey. I hope you had a good weekend with your mom in spite of it.

It's not fair.

(hugs)

Tiny Tyrant said...

Thanks everyone.

It was a pretty rough weekend. But Hubby and I are hanging in there.

And Jan I've used WAY worse language.

Toni said...

<< hugs >> I'm praying that some day you will see a blessing you received because this blessing is being postponed. I realize that isn't a lot of comfort for the here and now and please don't think I'm being glib. I had similar news 24 years ago. I still struggle with why sometimes, but I also see what I gained through my loss.