The doctor told me this morning to consider the possibility that we will have to cancel the cycle this weekend.
I started out with 10 follicles at the first ultrasound.
Started the stims and only had 4 that were growing on the right by the second ultrasound.
Out of those four only two are large enough right now to be considered for retrieval.
But 2 isn't enough. It's actually pretty darn bad.
If the other two haven't gotten significantly bigger between this morning and tomorrow morning's ultrasound, we will probably cancel the cycle.
I just really want to scream really really loudly that IT'S JUST NOT FAIR!
Why won't whatever powers that be that control this let me have kids? I just don't understand. I'm not a bad person. Everyone says I'll be a great Mom. Hubby will be a wonderful father.
We cannot even get a frakking foster placement.
I'm not doing anything wrong. I'm following all the instructions. We aren't bad people.
WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?
5 comments:
(((HUGS))) It breaks me heart when you write things like this. I don't understand why you can't have one tiny little burst of luck. I'm hoping and praying for you with every fiber of my being.
I know you ARE going to be a fantastic mom. You will have your baby one day...hopefully soon. ((HUGS)))
I'm so sorry, sweetheart. I hope something good happens soon.
**wraps arms around you tightly** I am so sorry to hear this. I have faith that things are going to work out for you. BFF and I are both praying for you right now. Please know our hearts are with you sweetheart.
xoxo
I have no words, only tears. :-(
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Ba
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